fertility

Round Two

Posted on: September 17th, 2012 by Molly 2 Comments

 

I think I can state with full confidence that I’m the mayor of my fertility practice. For one, I can spot the newbies from a mile away. They look anxious, a little confused, and hopeful. Maybe I should help them out, or give them a tour of the place, being that I’m an expert and all….

Inconclusive.

Posted on: June 28th, 2012 by Molly

 

Tough news today. The results of the DNA testing for the baby were inconclusive. So this leaves me with no answers. Was it a fluke? A “bad egg” as one doctor phrased it? There is good news here. Each day I wake up a little…lighter, I guess. I’m smiling again. Jeff and I makes jokes. I’m hug Vivienne too hard and drink her in as much as I can. The worst part of it has passed. But sometimes the grief creeps up on me unexpectedly and smacks me in the face. I let it envelop…

Loss.

Posted on: June 13th, 2012 by Molly 2 Comments

 

Miscarriage is the Voldemort of the fertility world. Most of us are even terrified to utter the word for fear of it coming to find us. During this horrific time, only a few things give me solace.   Crying. It feels terrible while I’m engaged in the act, but after, I feel somewhat cleansed and better…